Finally. This day finally comes. I finally have to say GOOD-BYE to KiKi forever. Today, as I walk out of door, I know that I will never see KiKi again. My teas flooded my eyes, and I could feel my heart breaking.I know that KiKi is with a good family now. They are going to love him very much. But, I still can't help crying as I say good bye to him.
I never realize how difficult to leave him after all these years ( 5 years ). Coming home to an empty home is not easy.
Even though I feel terriblely sad, I know that I have made the right choice. KiKi is now living in a "farm-house" where he will have lots space to run around, and chase farm animals.
Someday when I am ready, I will have another dog. But, no dog will replace KiKi.
KiKi's Mommy
crysta: on January 25, 1999
I heard that dog will remember his/her owner for at least three years when they are apart. Maybe in some way it is not good for the dog, but... I believe kiki will appreciate your love and have you in his/her mind, just like what you have done to him/her.
LYS: on January 25, 1999
我可以了解你的心情。皮蛋在十一年前此時，被迫轉送給舊同事鄉下開的農場，到現在還偶而會夢到她，夢到她走失了，而我到處尋找，醒來還要想半天才知道只是夢。雖然我才收養她半年，但她佔據我心一輩子。黑黑養了五年，還沒被我夢到過。
施子:on January 26, 1999
歸國竟是心碎的時候？台灣有多少父母不懂，他們不知道孩子因為他們而要面臨多困難的抉擇，要捨棄自己的心肝？其實只是一隻狗。讓一隻狗新加入家庭，真的那麼困難？其實不只是一隻狗，他是女兒多年來相依為命的孩子！
kiki我不是在批評妳爸媽，台灣真的有太多父母不能明瞭孩子和同伴動物之間的感情…
kiki會過得很好，別讓他的記憶中佔滿妳的眼淚。
KiKi's Mommy (Sherry): on January 26, 1999
Hello, Everyone:Thanks for All Your Support. As I read all your caring words, my tears are dripping down my faces.
: 別讓他的記憶中佔滿妳的眼淚。
My parents are not wrong. They just can't understand that KiKi is part of my life. They don't know how much I love him.These days, when I saw his toys laying on the floor, I wonder how he is doing. I kept telling myself that he is happy, and healthy. I am sure he is.
You girls, and guys!! How come is so hard to go on with my normal life without KiKi? It feels like someone take a piece of my heart. Feel so empty!
Actually, when I brought KiKi home five years ago ( when he was only 7-week old), I already knew that someday I will need to say good bye to him forever. But, not this hard!
Sorry, I kept talking about my feelings again. I hope that I don't bother you girls, and guys too much. Thanks for listening to me. I do feel better knowing that there are you all who understand how I feel 100%.
Oh, I will be back in Taiwan by Feb. 9th. I will definitely keep coming back to this web site once I am back in Taiwan. By that time, I will be able to join you all in helping all the homeless animals in Taiwan. From now on, you all can refer me as Sherry rather than KiKi ( I am KiKi ex-mommy). :*(
Sherry
